Tuesday, July 7, 2009

Myself as a Single

At the time of writing this, I’m single,24.
There have been guys who have entered my life before but
I have never been in a serious relationship before.
I also have numerous friends my age who have been single their whole lives.

When I was younger, I didn’t think too much about getting a relationship
nor gave any special heed to guys around me,
partially because my parents had a mandate that I was not allowed to get into a relationship
until I graduated (from university! They are really traditional people).
While I didn’t specifically tried to adhere to that mandate,
I believe it played a subconscious role in my nonchalance towards getting into a relationship
in my adolescence years
and subsequently remaining in a state of singlehood.

..Fyi..i'm single n available..
..Not thinking about serious relationship yet..
..Cz i want to stable my life first..
..When i'm really2 ready..then i'll will think about it..

..4 now..i want 2 have work..own car..own house..
..InsyaALLAH..dr hasil titik peluh sendiri..amin..
..pray 4 me guys :)..
..i want to settle down many thing like myFmly..myLife..myPersonal needs..
..From now until..dun know when..

..bout guy that i always mention..
..in my previous n3..
..both of us only "Teman Tapi Mesra"
..yes..i admit that i like n love dat guy..
..but only as my 'BEST BUDDY"..

..i don't want to ruined our friendship..
..becoz i'm really2 happy be his friend..
..so do him..we r happy together as a good friend..
..dun misunderstanding that fact..

..both of us really need some space..
..more n more time 2 know each other..
..insyaALLAH..the good thing will happen to us..
..just pray 4 our happiness okey :)..

..4 those who pray 4 us..
..before this..tq so much guYs..
..ur prayers really2 meaningful 4 us..
..hope there is a wonderful moment 4 us..
..insyaALLAH..keep pray 4 us n support us..

p/s:-
..huaarghhhhhhhh..
..1st time my n3..
..all english..cool babe..
..if have wrong words..wrong sentences..
..please forgive me..coz i'm not really2 good in BI..
..eventhough myMama an english teacher..
..huhu sorry mama..

..hohohahahuhuhihi..

38 orang sayang cikyana:

♥ cik intanurulfateha ♥ said...

.gud english then :)

CikYana(",) said...

cik intanurulfateha:
not so gud la intan
hihihi..lemah lg nie

lieya orange M.I. said...

...hope cik yana n en best buddy tu will have a good thing soon yaaa...

...=D...

CikYana(",) said...

lieya orange:
huhuhu
insyaALLAH
when i'm ready :)

4fiq said...

Insyallah selamat berjaya...

noor afzan said...

god will bless both of u..

CikYana(",) said...

4fiq:
insyaALLAH
amin :)
thank u

CikYana(",) said...

noor afzan:
insyaALLAH
amin..amin
hope soooooo

GRuNGe said...

Your english were really good. Atleast much better than mine. So, now, you don't have your "awak"? It is quite confusing. But whatever it is, I will pray for your happiness and success.

cIk pEnNa said...

sy doakan yg baik2 aje ye..

;)

CikYana(",) said...

Grunge:
my english not sooo good
i got 6C in SPM..huahuahua
i still have 'AWAK'
but 4 now..we just "Teman Tp Mesra"

btw..thx 4 ur prayer
insyaALLAH :)

CikYana(",) said...

cik peNNa:
kamoo mmg kwn baek
terharu nie
maceh2 :)

BulinG said...

i'm thimkim of sweet thots... :)

CikYana(",) said...

Buling:
owh really?
hihihihi :)

UXOP said...

yur English is cool n the sentences arrangement are so nice..but english is only a language likes others..the meaning of sentences is important to shows the writter impression and massage to the readers..

Kehidupan ni ada susunan dan ketetapan yang telah diatur oleh Penciptanya..bila tiba masanya, ia akan datang tanpa diduga dan tak dapat dielakkan lagi..kita cuma boleh hadapi dan teruskan hidup je..pilihan yang ada kekadang utk pelengkap kehidupan..pilih yg mana2 pun akan dapat hasilnya jugak cuma mgkin pahit atau manis je..ewahhh..cam cikgu sastera lak..

Shafie said...

huhu..bgs2..
terus kn niat tu.. :)
xpe slow2 org kata..

t ade jodoh terus kawen je :P

CikYana(",) said...

Uxop:
fulamak abg uxop
mantap seh :)
pape pun..tengs2

CikYana(",) said...

Shafie:
huhuhu
finally komen gk ek
hihihi..tQ :)

kawen?
insyaALLAH kalo de jodoh la
hehehehe

zaira fitrah said...

yup.. ur english is good.. at least u can write. grammar mistake is normal but sometimes people just like to judge it. just ignore bout others. feel great dat u can make the sentences look perfect.. hehe..
cik yana, don't worry.. cik yana n 'awk' will be fine.. klau da jodoh xkn kmana kn..
cik yana.. parents kita srupa la.. hehe.. their advice always the best.. trust me.. c u again.. take care ya cik yana..

d i D a_LittLeBaby said...

its ok sis..yang penting hati kita ikhlas mengakui semuanya..

CikYana(",) said...

zaira fitrah:
yes u r rite
people like 2 judge what they see n read
they don't know us actually :)

insyaALLAH zaira
i hope soooooo..amin
tke cre 2..see ya :))

CikYana(",) said...

diba_littlebaby:
haah betul 2
sis da admit sume dlm 2
hope sume leh phm la kan
huhu..mekasih dida

(^_^)

d i D a_LittLeBaby said...

ur welcome sis..
apa2 pun yang kita lakukan kita perlu iklas tuk nya..
apa pun yang kita harapkan..
tidak semua menjadi kenyataan..
apa jua keputusan yan gmendatang..
kita harus redha menerimanya biarpun hati sakit tuk semua itu..
apa jua yang kita lalui..
kita harus sentiasa bersedia tuk itu..
apa pun yang berlaku dulu , sekarng dan tuk masa hadapan..
itu la yang sudah tertulis oleh - NYA untuk perjalanan hidup kita...

sayang sis..(^-^)

CikYana(",) said...

dida_littlebaby:
sis setuju sgt2 ngan dida
sbb 2 tuk kali ni sis xnk t'buru2
yg plg pntg skg ni ialah fmly n personal need sis dulu
bile sume da btl2 stabil
insyaALLAH bru sis ready tuk sebuah perhubungan..amin :)

sayang dida gk
(^_^)

d i D a_LittLeBaby said...

hihi =) mcm tu la...muahhhh

CikYana(",) said...

dida_littlebaby:
huhuhu
lgpun pg smlm
sis da slow talk ngan 'AWAK'psl nie
n ktaorg setuju tuk stabilkan life dlu
bru melangkah ke next step :)

d i D a_LittLeBaby said...

ok ar mcm tu sis...agy pun still young kan.banyak lagi yang perlu difikir kan..cehhhh...

CikYana(",) said...

diba_littlebaby:
umo ktaorg da 24 diz year
haha muda agi ker?
hihi..xpe de jodoh xkn kemana
umo bpe2 pun..da smpai jodoh kawen gk
:P

d i D a_LittLeBaby said...

ye la...

CikYana(",) said...

dida_littlebaby:
hahaha
:)

Misz_zana85 said...

haha, jgn tunggu lama2, nnt semua boyz plak dh x available..kuikui~

CikYana(",) said...

Misz_Zana85:
boy nye dh ade
cme x declare as a couple lg
hihihi
kteorg da bincang dr ati ke ati
so we decide tuk kwn2 dulu
hihihihi

Naz said...

not bad English... boleh ajo pokcik bi x?

CikYana(",) said...

Naz:
ajo skit2 bole la
hihihi
cz i'm teslian student :)

zaira fitrah said...

cibuk jer naz 2... toksah layan die.. wek2..

CikYana(",) said...

zaira fitrah:
hahahaha
cikYana ajo ckit2 leh la

☺[ai][sUmi]☺Chan said...

ada jodoh xkemana..
insyaallah..

skrg mmg kawan..
akn dtg xtau..

moga jmpa yg bersesuaian..

CikYana(",) said...

aisumi chan:
yeah btul2
ada jodoh xkemana
thank u :)

insyaALLAH
mdh-mdhn jodoh cikYana nnt btl2 baik